Bitter Sweet Day

Bit of a bitter-sweet day today as you can probably tell from the post title. Spent a lot of time talking with the girl on my phone last night and really did enjoy myself. Problem is I found out she's taking the kids to Disneyland for a week with her mother so me contacting her is going to get much more difficult. Am I pissed off? Yeah, a little, but I just left a ( in my opinion ) pretty cool message basically saying I hoped she and the kids have a really top time - it gave me the chance to say something complimentary to her and also positive.

I'm only pissed off because I didn't see this coming - obvious really, everybody has holidays. I now have to go through a week of broken up conversations.......hold that thought, she just messaged me back. Yeah, feeling a lot happier now, still a sadness at the lack of contact I'm about to have over the next week but there u go.

I've got band practice tonight so I will have a chance to drink. This is ok though, I've allowed myself this as I have band practice once a week and we all enjoy the experience and the company. Went for a run again this morning - same route, same result, I felt tired but I have a positive feeling throughout me. Managed to keep the smoke to a minimum today - after all, I will be having a few drinks tonight.

As for work, well that has really been pathetic today! I've just not had the time. I did not wake until about 10.45 as I was catching up on the missed nightshift hours. This blog is the probably the only thing I'm going to do online today unfortunately. I hope I stay positive tonight and don't argue with anyone ( although certain members of my band do need to be told sometimes lol ).

I'm currently playing about with the map section of Google to figure how far away the girl in my phone lives - turns out it's about an hour away. Not to bad really but I've got to get a grip - we have not even met properly yet. Time for a quick beer and to get ready for band practice. Note - I am feeling relatively ok today considering the circumstances, I must be on the right track, only time will tell.