It's great to talk! I spent about 3 hours talking to harding online last night and I'm feeling really, really good about it - it's amazing the difference a woman can make to your life. She's a hot one though, going to cost be a bit of cash to keep up with her but hell - most women that are worth it are going to cost something worthwhile. It's 10.35am and I'm waiting for the old man to come back with the car so I can go for a run. Done a little work because I'm worried how much work I've got through this week, not a lot really!
Well it's 11.06am and my dad still isn't back - getting a little wound up but trying to remain positive. I'm drinking tonight and I've got my son this weekend so this is the last chance for two days I've got to exercise, I must take it. I will probably be eating pizza or take-away tomorrow night as well with my son. I must get some exercise and I'm already running out of time today.
Hello again, it's 3.20 in the afternoon and I've managed to get all of my tasks done except writing this and actually doing some work online. It looks like a slow one in that respect today because I want to get some music recorded in my mini-studio. Feeling a little guilty because I beeped my horn at an old man today when I should of been patience - had his wife in the car to. Not good for my karma rating so I gave a pound to the NSPCC on the way out as a way of making some positive vibes up.
It was really stupid of me and I should of behaved. Now I'm pretty sure I'm doomed to something bad happening to me tonight - probably with harding!!!!! Went for my run and put a lot of effort in but my legs ache a bit now - pity the run didn't stop me from losing my temper with that man. I had the chance to go up to his car and apologize afterwards but I didn't take it. Bad move really and not very positive, got to get a grip and remember what I'm doing here.
I'm a little pissed off today because I checked my physique and I'm unhappy with it. I've basically put to much weight on and I need to work really hard to lose it. The diet and exercise is not really showing yet ( or I was more overweight than I thought I was and I have lost weight ). With all this running I seriously must of lost something and the severe change of diet. Christ I hope so cos there's more hard work to go before I get to the look I want.
As I've been writing this harding has got in contact with me and we've exchanged a couple of messages. Pretty pleased I've got practice tonight as I don't have to sit about wondering what she's up to when she's out.
I've just poured myself my first drink - vodka and bitter lemon ( low calorie lemon ). Quite refreshing and nice. Going to wrap up my online exploits today as I wanted to get some stuff recorded today. All in all it should be a good day but because of my road rage incident I've let myself down - must do better tomorrow mate!
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