Euro 2012 Starts Today

So this is it, Euro 2012 starts today - about 3 weeks of football!. This puts a smile on my face, it's just a shame Wales never qualify for these tournaments. It's 11.58 in the morning and I've not long come back from a run and bath. I wish I could say it's made me feel good but it has not - I have a tight chest and have been coughing up since finishing the run ( I've gotta cut back on the smoking again! ). I planned to have a few beers tonight but I know I will end up smoking more, another wake up call.

I got up feeling positive, now I'm feeling a little downtrodden. It was raining hard out but I don't think that had anything to do with my chest. To much weed smoked yesterday, it's the only answer - and I had a fag this morning with my coffee before my run. Still no contact form the girl in my phone but lets be honest, I didn't expect any really. Just been on facebook and there's no messages ( sad face! ). On a brighter note my best mate who lives in Chicago now has had a baby boy and he has also named him my name!! Turns out the kid is a Gemini like me to!

As well as this, another boy I grew up with has finally signed the divorce papers today. He posted on Facebook and I think he's a little down. I sent him a reply to his post and hopefully it's cheered him up a little, I'm not that close with him so I won't be joining him for a beer - I got things to do. I suddenly feeling a little jealous and down because of my mate in Chicago, I want a bigger family, I want a meaningful relationship. I can't find one - the only chance I have at the moment is the girl on my phone and I've never even met her face to face before, how fucking sad is that!

Got to think positive and erase these feelings from my head. I have not had the time to do any work on my new site today so maybe that's got something to do with it. Gotta pop over to the nearest town and get some beer and food for tonight - I've also got to stop and get my dad to fix my sons car seat.

It's now 5.08pm and the first footie match of the Euros has started. Managed to get the booster chair fixed by my dad's mate, Peter. Got some good SEO work done on my new site so it's all up to date now and looking good. The girl in my phone ( harding ) has still not got in contact but is due back tomorrow. I've got my son with me tomorrow so I'm not gonna hang round waiting for her to contact me ( seriously!!! ).

The host nation, Poland have just scored and the game is quite good so far - Poland and Greece attacking. I'm on my second beer ( pacing myself well so far ) and I'm using one of those false fags to smoke. I will not promise another entry on this post tonight as I cannot guarantee I will be sober. We'll see.