So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Tuesday, 26 June 2012
Not Enough Time In The Day
Good day to you all! It's 3.50 in the afternoon and I'm desperately trying to get a load of work done before I have to go to work at about 6.20pm. There are not enough hours in the day at the moment. Not feeling greatly positive as this band I'm in are proceeding to drive me up the wall. I'm the only qualified musician in this band and I am watching them make fundamental mistakes with all my music ( I write just about everything ).
This is sounding like a proper rant and rave but once this gig is out of the way I'm going back to writing and producing my own music and then sell it 50/50 for myself and charity. There, I feel a little better now! Went for an extra long run this morning to make sure I am tired enough to sleep at work tonight. I hope I'm able to contact harding tonight ( not like last tues ) but to make sure I'll send her a message through facebook before I leave.
Feeling a little down because of all this band crap and the fact that I have not got enough work done online this weekend. Going to write POS on my hand now and pull myself together. Just written it on my hand and began cooking my food for work tonight - I'm getting worse by the minute though lol. I wish I could just grab the drummer and go off by myself using him on my music - oh well, in a perfect world eh!
Wordpress, the website builder I use is on the fritz today to - I'm having problems getting anything completed with it. Again, oh well, in a perfect world. At some point here today I'm going to try and get to my top floor and fit in about 30 mins of time on my music - see if I can't get some positive vibes out of doing that. After all, it's all I've got left after I leave this nightmare of a band behind.
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