So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Wednesday, 13 June 2012
Back Home
Morning everyone! It's 7.30 in the morning here and I've not that long ago got home from a night shift. The guy taking over my post turned up a whole hour early - happy days. I am feeling positive but last night did not go to well with harding, in fact I decided to cut the conversation short after about 3 messages. I sort of got the feeling we had conversed to much the day before and I found it hard to reply to her final message. I'll see how things go today but I will remain positive - no matter what.
Going to try and get a bit of work done on the new site today - only getting about 5 visitors per day at the moment but it is unfinished. Once I have completed a few more pages I will add a few articles pointing towards the site. Feeling a bit blurry eyed here so I'll come back to finish this entry later today!
Well it's 4.46pm and I nearly forgot to finish this blog off today - I've been hard at work and I've got a new page started on my new site and I've also sent in an article for moderation. Glad I got so much sleep last night in work ( nearly 6 hours and I could of slept on ). It was a bit dodgy though - I woke at 5.45am and then one of the supervisors turned up at 6.00am - an hour early. Close shave but I got to finish my shift early. May have to adjust the alarm on my phone for tonight's exploits.
Have not proceeded any further contact with harding ( shes in work anyway ). Will probably try to contact her tonight but I'm getting a little pissed off with it all. It's me doing all the contacting - shes only contacted me twice! Don't know what that means yet but if I could find a way to ask her 'what next' at least I'd get an honest answer and I will be able to make a move or indeed move on. I'm not going to let this get me down though. I will not let another woman rip me to shreds - life is way to short after all. Well the footie's starting and I need to roll up a few for tonight at work. I'll leave you for another day now - remember, stay positive!
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