So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Wednesday, 20 June 2012
My Phone Is Hopeless
Don't really want to start today off with a rant but I'm afraid I'm gonna. My phone is shit - no two ways about it. It's a Blackberry so it should be up to standard but last night it let me down again. I arranged with harding to contact her after nine last night and when the time came - no internet service on my phone. For f**ks sake it worked not more than two hours before I was due to contact her - why now? What made matters worse is when I finally laid back to rest and get some sleep emails kept coming through but it was to late to contact her. It was really difficult to remain positive but I just about managed it.
I hated being stuck out there in the car and not being able to contact her - it's horrible! I wasn't even worrying about the meet because I was so worried about not contacting her. To make matters worse she waited til about 9.20pm then sent me a message - a message I did not see until about 6.15am. Replied to her at that time cos I know she gets up about seven. I got home and went to grab an hour's snooze and within that hour she contacted me with a funny message about how she was late and she was busy on facebook messaging me!
I love the way she tried to contact me when it was obvious I was not messaging me - shows she's starting to think the same way I am to ( or maybe she has been all along and I'm to much of a dick to spot it ). I hope to god I get signal tonight! I managed to go for a run this morning due to the fact that I got a lot of work done last night. It was a decent, longer run again and I hope it shows up on my physique soon. I'm sort of on a mini diet to as I mentioned the other day. Last night I bought a lot of food for my shift but it was all low in saturated fats. I eat the lot, not surprising really but it was much lower in fat than my usual nightly stash. The only problem is that is cost over £5! Much more than usual but I will lose weight if I stick to it.
It's 5 past four and shes just sent me another message - funny, about never being ready and always being late no matter how early she gets up - I sent a minor apology for messaging so early. I'm not going to harp on to much today cos I'm in between night shifts and not to much has really happened. I'm desperately trying to get some work done but I can't see it being to much of a productive day. Never mind, as long as I stay positive.
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