Morning all - I say morning but it's actually 5 minutes to one, lunchtime. Got up and went for a run ( in the middle of the storm of the century ) so things are a little late for me so far today. England are playing in the Euros tonight so I'm not sure how much 'decent' work I'm going to get done today. Haven't even touched my new website today yet and in a few minutes I'm popping over to Kidwelly to get some beer in for the match tonight. Felling pretty positive so far today and that's probably down to the run - always seems to work!
Why is it that the more enjoyment and effort you put into something the harder it becomes to reach your goals. For example, this new website - I love the niche it's in and enjoy writing for it but it seems like I'm more and more running out of time to work on it. Maybe I'll have a bit more luck tomorrow, I hope so because it has the ability to be a successful site - I'm already getting visitors every day and it's nowhere near completed. Here is a link to the site - My Paranormal Site!. Secondly, this girl - harding as I now refer to her ( the hot teacher ) we're getting on famously and are now in contact for long periods every night. Why is it so hard for me to ask her out? I've already done it in jest and she seemed fine with it - why don't I just close the deal already? Ridiculous.
Ok, back again. It's now 5.40pm and I have to admit I've been wound up more than once today - so much for positive thinking eh! Firstly, I had a minor case of road rage - maybe it's time we made people over 65 do some sort of road test to make sure they are able to handle 21century driving. I know that sounds drastic but the old **** that blocked a complete seaside road off today as he waited for a train to pass.........I'll stop there, I was just about to say something that would have surely caused me bad karma.
Second thing to wind me up today - Wealthy Affiliate University. This is the where I learned how to build websites and general internet marketing. Great place to learn but plenty of unseen costs popping up that I wish they would highlight to begin with. No seriously - the only place to learn how to earn online but as with everything worthwhile these days - it will take time and a little outlay. Third reason to be wound up today - just sat down to watch the first match of the Euros today ( France V Ukraine ) and within 5 minutes it was called off because of lightning! Lightning for f**ks sake, when has that ever happened before. Suffice to say I have got my positive hat back on and I should really wait until I ( maybe ) manage to get hold of harding tonight ( please, please be able to get hold of her lol ). The match is actually starting off again so I'll close this laptop lid for a bit and finish the post off a bit later..........
.................ok, it's near the end of the match now, France 2 Ukraine 0, bit of a pity considering the Ukraine are one of the hosts, oh well. England match is starting shortly so I thought I'd get this in before the match started as the beer will be flowing during lol. I've just sent a message to harding - no idea whats gonna happen there - maybe the 'how am I going to get this DVD to you' question was a bit to much! Never know and never mind - I will rectify it. Just written the POS on my hand as it got washed off earlier on. Considering the way I've behaved at times today that's the least I can do.
Positive, got to be positive so for the remainder of tonight I'm gonna be just that. Nothing will go my way unless I continue on this path - I was doing so well before and now I got a little lax. I was getting caught up in the progressive relationship with harding and neglecting the real reason I am doing this. P-O-S-I-T-I-V-E. I haven't received a message back from harding yet and already I'm slipping. Come on mate, it's only been about 10 mins. This is what I'm up against. F**king ridiculous
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