Yep, already feeling a little empty as I've lost the only company I've had with a girl in a long while. Ridiculous really, we have not met each other in person and have basically talked every night by online means. Got to get a grip. Band practice went terrible last night but we all enjoyed ourselves ( got drunk ). Even the drummer was well out, we probably needed that wake up call as a band - things have been to comfortable and we have a big gig coming up in about a month.
Went for a run this morning, with a hangover - big mistake. Almost threw up twice and now my calf muscles are killing me. I feel good for getting through the exercise ( which involved part walking/crawling ) but man do I ache and feel tired. I hope I can keep it up and get out again tomorrow - be positive. My new site needs some work today - period. I feel knackered but I must at least get a page well underway today. There is an England footie match on later today but I must try and get some work done!
Footie's over, it's 9.20 at night and I'm on my last legs - still pretty positive though. At 9.45 I'm calling it a day and watching some Brad Pitt film on sky. I've got the start of a page done on my website, about 400 -500 words of pretty good writing. Gone a little wild with the weed tonight unfortunately which has not helped with my tiredness but I'm determined to get up and have a more decent run tomorrow. As for the girl in my phone am I missing her - yeah, I'm thinking about her a lot but shes acting as a kind of drive. There's no doubt since I've started this journey things have started to go a little better for me. I sometimes think it could just be in my mind but positive vibes are sticking in me for longer these days.
So this is nearing old Brad's territory now so pretty soon I'm going to call this post a day. Looking forward to getting some real work ( without exhaustion ) done on my new site. Must remember to visit Apinapress for information on site design. Trying to fit more into this site without crowding it with information ( like I did to the last site ). It was my first 'real' site and you can visit it by clicking here - Science And Kids. Hold on a second, the girl in my phone has just contacted me! Happy f**king days! I think I'm going to cut this short as I need to chase this girl, she's got a hold of me. Feeling really happy now! The positive vibes grow and grow - this could actually work!
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