Like the title says, I'm a little worried and I'm a little excited even though there is no set date for me and hardings meeting yet. I mean I am physically feeling sick at times LOL. I have no idea what I'm going to say to her face and only wish there was alcohol involved instead of fucking coffee. I just had to get up and walk around the room again as I'm getting really worried - for f**ks sake, what is wrong with me.
I visited a mate in Gorslas this morning and had a smoke with him - long drive home, believe me - and not the way I really should be starting off a day with. Came back and did some work and then went for a run. The run was a bit longer than I normally do because I'm paranoid that I'm gonna appear a little overweight - now my right foot hurts. Brilliant, this better not stop me from running tomorrow as the night shifts start and this is the last chance for two days to get a run under my belt. I have also learned that kebabs are actually more fattening than chips ( and chips ain't that cool either ) so I'm going to stay away from both from now on, don't know what I'm going to eat tomorrow night but it will be healthy. Tonight it's salad, jacket potato and fish cakes - healthy and low on fat ( this is how paranoid I am to lose weight before I meet her ).
Well it's 10.30 at night and I'm getting really tired here. I'm messaging harding as I type this - going back and forth here lol. We're getting on fine and I think she realizes that I'm a little nervous bout the 'meet'. I just hope she gives me a chance man! shes just told me shes about after nine tomorrow so I can chat with her from work - tidy. I would say I am positive but I'm still a little worried about this meet. Silly really, I saw this girl, I liked this girl, I want this girl - just meet her and pull her - do your best mate lol.
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