One Down One To Go

Well that's one night shift done, one to go. What a decent night - sure it rained most of the night but I didn't leave the car. I set up my bed on the passenger side of the car and turned on the DVD player. By about quarter to 12 at night I was pretty tired after reading a few pages of my book. I leaned the seat back and off to sleep I went. I woke up to my alarm on my phone at 5.45 am in the morning. I must have got in over 5 hours of sleep in the car. It's 3 minutes to 8 in the morning now and I'm not even going to bed - I feel I had enough sleep last night.

I'm not saying it was all plain sailing because to be honest it was not. I managed to send a really crap message to the girl in my phone ( I thought it was funny but after re-reading the message I realize it could of been a mistake ) and only time will tell if it was a step to far. It's typical of me to do something like this, I should have just been patient and awaited her contact - what a twat I am.

After all that I'm still feeling pretty positive though. I'm already on the computer and I am planning on getting a decent amount of work done today. After writing an entry here and after this I'm going to do some more work on my new website and get an article or two done.

OK, it's nearly 5.20pm and I'm running a little late. I've managed to get 2 articles sent in for moderation and another page of my website - positive stuff! I wouldn't mind staying at home tonight and working online but I need the money so another night shift beckons. Written POS on my hand in red ( positive ) as a reminder for tonight. Doing ok so far today, had a few negative thoughts and moments but I've quickly reprogrammed myself to positive thinking.

Not really looking forward to tonight but I'm going to give that Beyond Positive Thinking mp3 another go. I did try it last night but it was actually a lot more complicated than I thought it was going to be. Still, the more I listen to it the more will stick in my head. What about the girl in my phone? Will she get in contact? I very much doubt it but I've sort of got over the fact that I've lost contact with her for a week. Considering the stupid message sent last night I probably deserve this lack of contact - she'll either find it funny or end up thinking 'what the f**k'. Anyway, dwelling on that will not keep me positive.

So it's 5.30 now and I'm gonna have to wrap things up here - need to pick up some food on the way to work. Hope I manage to get some good sleep in tonight so that I'll be in good state to work online tomorrow. I hope everyone has a positive night, speak to you tomorrow ( if anyone's listening ).