So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Thursday, 14 June 2012
We Had 'That' Night
Ok guys, it's 8.05 in the morning and I'm waiting to take my car back down the garage for repairs. Good day yesterday, very good day. Contacted harding last night and she was well up for a chat. We messaged each other constantly until about 11 at night and we didn't stop - we had 'that night'. She laughed, we both joked and I even brought up the subject of meeting her ( which was only a joke but she seemed cool with it ). I think shes great, I love talking to her and she is putting an extra spring in my step and filling me with positive vibes.
I'm pretty tired ( even though I got about 5 hours sleep ) but I have to hang on another half an hour or so to take the car down. Feeling really good at the moment - shame she has to work as I'd love to talk to her again right now. But I must be patient, I'm doing all the right things and it's working out for me - using positive feelings and prayer.
It's now 3.33 in the afternoon and I've completed another page for my website - I'm determined to make this site a success and I'm going for a LOT of pages on this site. They will be 'hidden' pages so the navbar and the site will not be to overcrowded - you will only be able to get to these hidden pages through direct links on the main pages. Not contacted harding yet but that will come later - don't want to push my luck after last night went so well.
This blog is actually getting visitors but not to many unfortunately - No-one has signed up as a follower yet but that may come in time, after all this site is a record of my improvement - nothing more. I'm probably boring the shite out of people lol. Footie starts at 5.00 tonight with Croatia v Italy ( I'll actually get to watch it tonight because no work -yeah! ). Must get some more work done on my website and also another website I own ( a free one ). Gonna cut this a little short and finish the post later tonight - wish me luck!!!!
Hey all, It's about 11 at night now and I've got quite a bit done. Worked on two websites ( a page on each ) cut and dyed my hair ( to get rid of the f**cking grey! ) spoke to my best mate in Chicago and had a conversation with harding. Not as smooth as last night but we had a bit of a laugh again. She wants to borrow an illegal copy of that new snow white film off me and I've asked her how we're going to manage that - the answer should be interesting. I might see if I can send a large file to her through email or something to keep the pressure off her a bit, besides the lending of the films and the back and forward contact will only work in my favor.
Starting to watch a horror film called 'frayed' on the horror channel so I'm gonna wrap today up. Overall feeling reasonably positive and stable, hope it stays that way. Goodnight.
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