So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
Back To Work
Hey, another day upon us. Started off ok - lay in bed thinking positive thoughts. Went for a run about 10am, always a good thing and it's given be that extra spring ( although my legs ache a little ). Due to be in work by 6.45 tonight and that always tends to mess up the day a little bit - never get the right amount of work online done on these night shift days.
Just checked facebook, no messages but I got to leave a message to a Man Utd supporter which was reasonably nasty. Not good for the Karma or the positive vibes but well worth it. I'm going to look for a torrent relating to 'positve outlooks' online in a minute. You know the ones, like a CD with commentary off a life coach guru. Fancy giving it a go and will throw it on my mp3 player to take to work today. Just found one on isohunt, something by Robert Anthony - will be giving it a go tonight if it downloads in time.
Somehow got to fit a trip into Carmarthen today for a petrol top up - these bank holidays are a right pain in the arse. Checked the analytics on my new website and I'm actually getting visitors already - I have not even finished the SEO on the pages I've completed yet! Looks good news for that particular site, I see a good future for it.
Well boys & girls, it's now 4.55pm and I've got about an hour and twenty minutes before I have to leave for the night shift ( never mind! ). I've managed to get another page of my website done and I've written an article that links to this blog. I made the mistake of telling my mother about the girl in my phone earlier - not a great idea. I want to keep her private as I'm not sure what's happening with her yet, she contacted yesterday morning and it feels like 2 weeks ago. I hope the people who know about her do not cock things up for me - that has happened before. I might send her a Facebook message tonight but she will be unable to reply ( I don't know, that could seem to keen and needy really ).
Anyway, back to the positive vibes. I thought I was maybe forgetting every now and again so I've decided to take a little drastic action. I've printed 'POSITIVE' in red permanent marker on the top of my left hand. Why my left hand? No idea, I'm right handed. It's large and red and I will be looking at it from time to time tonight to remind myself. It's also in permanent marker so it won't wash off to quickly.
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