So here it goes - I want to change my life. It has finally come to a head and things are really starting to fall apart. I live in South Wales, in the UK. I have pushed the limits of my life and gambled with my health and my happiness. I now need to sort my life out as I am left with nothing. This blog is my journey and I would like you to join me in this journey into self improvement - this is my last chance.
Thursday, 28 June 2012
OK, Panic Over
Yeah, panic over. Harding contacted me last night when responding to my message. She had fallen asleep the night before and had not had the chance to contact me. That'll teach me - two days of lack of positive feelings down to nothing - a waste of two days!!!! I must learn a lesson from this. Suffice to say I'm more than happy now today. We talked until after midnight last night and got on famously again - I even got the chance to throw a few compliments at her.
It's 8am in the morning and I haven't long back from the night shift. I got about 5 hours sleep which isn't that bad really but I'm feeling tired now. I'm waiting to take my car back down the garage to finally get it finished, this is the 3rd thursday morning in a row I've had to wait up for this f**king garage to open.
Harding just messaged me ( 8 in the morning lol ) and I sent her a humorous message back. F**k I love chatting with her. I really want to go for a run today so I hope this garage does not keep my bike for to long. I really need to fit in a bit of decent work today to. 2 days to go and counting to this bloody gig - once it's over I do not think I'll be doing one any time soon again.
It's 5.13 in the evening and I've not long come back from my run. I'm really starting to feel and see the benefits of this exercise now. When I got out of the car after the run I bumped into the bass player from my band and I couldn't stop talking. On a real high after every period of exercise and it is helping me remain positive but hell do I ache now today!
Hardings just messaged me again as I write this - tends to be happening more and more frequently. I have not done enough work today online ( again ). I'm finding it harder and harder to get enough done and I don't want to be stuck working in security for the rest of my life. I going upstairs at six to get at least an hour of my music recorded - it's getting better and I'm pleased with the results so far. It's very alternative music but that's the way I like it these days. The music I do with my band is a lot different, much more rock induced and heavy. I'm actually still a little nervous about this gig Saturday, I hope we get the outdoor stage instead of the inside room - outside will suit us much better.
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