Final night shift of the week over thank god, didn't manage much sleep and have a lot of work to get through online today. Considering that, I'm still feeling pretty good. The job is starting to get on my nerves though - I must address that before it turns into a destructive force in my life. What makes the job easier is the contact I have with the girl on my phone every night. She is starting to become a guiding light in my day-to-day exploits.
What's going to happen with this girl - I've got no idea. It's hard to read what happens next, the more contact we have with each other the better we get on with one another. Is she waiting for me to ask? I really can't tell, anyway just our contact is enough at the moment. My karma levels are currently going ok as well - I am not doing anything I judge as 'bad' ( I'm even picking up rubbish/litter behind me ).
Managed to stay awake long enough to get the car down the garage at about 8.30 this am. Stayed in good spirits even though I do not yet know the cost of the damage ( from the van that hit me ) plus the upkeep of the car basics. I'll ring a little later and find out the damage on my wallet. As a side note - I just signed into my paypal account remembering the password is actually a really horrible insult about someone I used to know. This cannot be good for my karma ratings but seeing this person caused me so much pain in my past I am deciding to keep it - karma will just have to live with that particular negative action.
It's now 3.10 in the afternoon and I am having a slow day on the work front. Being tired really is starting to effect my online work. I have had a chance to boost my positive karma by donating a small amount when registering a domain with go-daddy. I neglected to take up this offer as I was not familiar with any of the charities on offer there ( a poor reason but one I am sticking by - I would like to know exactly what a charity is about before I donate ).
On a different subject, the lead guitarist from my band has contacted me through facebook to claim he know's the sister of the girl on my phone. I have to admit this has irritated me a little bit as I do not want anybody to know my business and want to keep this girl separate from my life at present. I hope he is wrong!
O.k, it's 20 to 9 at night now and I'm pretty sure this is going to be my last entry today. Not feeling so tired now, picked up the car, bought a new domain and started building a new website. The car was not good news unfortunately and they only sorted the back brake light out - still got near-illegal treads, no fan heaters and scratches down one side. Even though this has pissed me off a little I am remaining positive. Have not heard from the girl on my phone yet but there's still plenty of time - some nights she doesn't get in contact till after 10. Pretty pumped with this blog and pretty pumped with my new, upcoming website ( which I will provide a link for in a later post ). If I'm honest, I've smoked to much weed today and now I'm a little slow on the work output ( obviously ). Weed is one of the things I have cut down on recently as part of this change of life - don't know why I've smoked so much today, bit of a disappointment really as I have not been feeling down. Must hold back on the smoke tomorrow so I can get extra work done.
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